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Thursday, July 19, 2007 ' 1:21 AM


At this point of time i'm not suppose to talk about all this but jus bear with me as i really wanna blog down my thoughts and emotions.

As i read others' blog,
Things jus kept flashing in my mind
It'll no longer happen,
but i'm still glad that it once happen to me
and i cherish the memories.
Yes.

The crumple Bag.
The reactions i ought to show i didnt show
I kept all the happiness to myself
and worse
misunderstandings
and
brought upon conflicts
to the 2 of us.
I didnt bear to spend that sum of money from you
but eventually we still bought the Bag;
and i'm happy:)
Yes! I'm really Happy
and wanted so much to jump up and peck
when we're exiting frm the shop
but hold myself back.
Cause someone was willing to spend so much jus to make me happy.
There are still so many incidents that i wouldnt forget.
The rose
The wallet
and so many more.

Yes, i know
I didnt do much :(

Some things ...
: To show and speak my feelings and thoughts.
: I know in the deepest of my heart, i will show affections even if it meant embarrassments in public ( Joy know wat i meant)
:No longer will i hide anythings.
:How much i love someone i'll show how much.
: Birthdays and occasions matters really alot.
:Little thing counts
:I'll be the most bliss and happy Gal.

Past 2 experiences, I'm a wood.
Not longer will i want to be.
I will be a happy Me:)

++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++

Another thing,
Joy felt it long ago.
William has patch
and it make us sour and heated

That very night when he told us we were shocked
but i felt happy for him.
cause all of us know it's misunderstandings and
on-going fierce quarrels that make their relationship ended
they hated each other
and F words were flying like arrows after that.
But the fact is the Love they had is still there
and that's why,
they're back together again.

The same nite, many things cross my mind
but bearing in mind how Joy and Zest are
I jus stop myself frm thinking.
Cos i don wan to cry again.
Cause time and time again i'm assured that i'm no longer loved.
Fate will decide.

+++++++++++++++++++++++++++++

Took a test
the 20 roses test:
I choose 10 red roses
& 10 white Roses

Red roses is how much u're willing to give into the relationship
White roses is how much u wan to get frm the relationsip.
I've got a balance.
People who have tried all told me it's very accurate.
I think so too.
If you've shown Unconditioned Love means u don expect anything in return
But if u expect at least a little back, That's not Unconditioned love anymore.
The test said.

++++++++++++++++++++++++++

Yup Joy, it's not over
just that my memory is poor
and i've forgotten.

I'm still contemplating whether to post this.
but in any cases that's my real words
so i ought to post.
After this, all will come to an end.
Whatever which may happen is a new Chapter in my Life book.
And Life is opening up
I can feel it.
:)


♥Yours sincerely♥







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