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Monday, May 26, 2008 ' 1:28 AM


Blog? yes i'm so gonna update now, but it's not a good entry to read.
I think i'm feeling emotionally unstable at this very moment or i shld say for the next few hours and days till i can hold myself and not let my imagination go wild.

JOY, u heard what the palmist said....
I THINK TOO MUCH.
yes i'm thinking and thinking now...

I feel scare now when i was still feeling fortunate the minute before.
I'm too happy with the way i'm now
I wan to step out of the comfort zone and look for happiness(there is)
BUT....
My fear consume me.
I feel scare...
i'm timid...
i don like myself this way.
i think i'm simply crazy...
i don feel secure....

maybe after a good slp
(which i don think i will deserve for not doing my portfolio and BD)
i hope i can think properly
and leave every wild thoughts i've got after reading a blog
to the trash bin...
and smile once again :)
maybe i'm jus too stress coz i nv do my work:(
haiz...

PS: gals will jus get emotional at times. bear with it.
esp for me whom was too happy for too long
so i was punished to be sad now.
sad of myself
haiz.
sad....


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